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The twins do not graduate until this Thursday, June 26th....my family will be here tomorrow! Kar I have no new pictures up yet...I'm so bad at updating myspace...I'll get around to adding more...after graduation and stuff!
To all of the new posters who have made it over here to the lounge, welcome! It's been hard to keep up with all of you, I miss everyone! I have off today, but I won't be on the computer long, because I have so much to do today, and then my daughter has a performance at school tonight for drama..."The trial of the Big Bad Wolf"...she's the grandma, so it should be fun to watch. My daugher was also selected to sing the star spangled banner for graduation! I'm so proud of her...she's such a great kid! All of my kids are! Anyway, you all take care, I'll try to check back later....hugss to all of you!
Suz, I'm so sorry that I haven't had a chance to write you a recomendation for your story...I need to catch up!

Biff I just wanted to let you know i checked out that myspace page you suggested and that boy is every talented. I added him as a friend. Please tell him to keep up the good work, with talent like that he will surly be going places. Thanks again, Kar

Tess have fun tonight. Hope you are video taping it. I'm sure she will do great.

I heart U:

Hopefully, you will be ready to take the next step soon.

BTW....I have Klonopin for your anxiety and panic!!

i feel like crying! i just cursed out one of my bosses. i've never cursed anyone on a job before in my life. i don't really feel like frustrating myself all over again by getting into the details of my miserable job, but let's just say i'm really upset right now. it's ok, i know my job is safe because they have no one who can OR will do what i do... but chances are, now things are going to get tougher on me. i'm pretty easy going and a very hard worker, i've always excelled at every job i've ever had... this job is just utterly ridiculous. in short, their demands and time frames are truly inobtainable, coupled with lack of very necessary details to accomplish their requests. somehow, i'm the scape goat for not reaching the goals in a timely manner despite the fact that it would be virtually impossible for me to do without the proper instructions. it's all trial & error, and i've shuffled through & done the best with what i've been given day in & day out, but i just got my @$$ chewed for an error that wasn't my fault due to lack of information and i exploded. i've been here since 2/4 and every day of my life since has been hell. i'm doing the best i can with what i'm given and to belittle me for that just enraged me!!!! that's kind of making it short, but you get the gist of it!!! i can only take so much before i fight back. they are lucky, and i am surprised, that i've held out this long!!! I MUST FIND ANOTHER JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
thanks for listening. i miss you all... and i miss myself too

Sorry you are having a bad day Suz. I know how bad it sucks to hate your job, and even worse to lose your cool when you are otherwise an easygoing person. I am lucky that my job is at home for the time being though it gets overwhelming at times too. You can lose your identity not being in the work field. Just think positive, at least you have a job with our economy the way it is, and I am sure something better will come a long soon.

Hello everyone.
My day has been going well.....Not so good today. The morning was great then my computer started acting up so I had to run to best buy to get a program to fix it. Aiden was being such a BRAT running around and not listening. Then he decides when we get out of the store that he is just gonna sit in the rain cause he doesn't like me. So I picked his little butt up and put him in the truck and then the tantrum started. He was freaking out kicking screaming and trying to hit me. I was SOOO MAD. I finally got him in the car seat and he screamed the whole way home and even tried to get out of his car seat. Then finished his tantrum here. I tell you guys I hope I make through the 3yr old age. My mother told me it's the terrible two's Horrible three's. Mentally I just feel exhausted. I am so tired of talking and not being heard. So because of his big tantrum he lost his Hulk gloves and mask for two days. I can't wait for him to start school in September, even if it just 2 1/2 hours two days a week. It will give me a little sanity.
And my husband thinks I have it so easy staying home with him. It's moments like those I wish he stayed home with him so he can see how difficult it really is.
I'm sorry for venting to you all but. I needed to get it off my chest. Thanks I'm feeling a little better.


Biff no problem I enjoyed his music.


Suz if you liked Joe's page you should check out my husbands cousin Carl. He is amazing at the guitar. I was born and raised in Key West. And plays the blues. He plays at almost every bar on the island.

Here is the link to his page.


www.myspace.com/caffeinecarlandthebuzz


I hope everyone else is having a wonderful day. Check back with you later.

Oh Suz! That sucks! It sounds to me like they just pushed and pushed and finally it was too much to take! I know it is going to probably make things more difficult for you there (if that is even possible!), but at least you exploded at work and faced your problem. Maybe you even feel a little better about it because you got it off your chest and didn't let your boss bully you! I am sure that he got what was coming to him and you shouldn't beat yourself up for just defending yourself! I hope and pray that you can find another job where you can actually enjoy going to work (at least a little!) and still be able to get by. I am sure that something will come along where you can really shine and not be drug down all of the time! Keep your head up girl and things will be looking up for you soon!