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Hey I just wanna tell ya what's been a happening here.
Sarah is really sick. She is going back to the doctor tomorrow if I can get her in. She went last Thursday. the Thursday before that. the Friday after that. She has a bad ear infection and thrush in her mouth. She wants to sleep all the time. When she is not sleeping she is crying.

We have a lot of water damage herein the house. Mom and dad couldn't even come home here. I have been telling my brother for a long time we had a leak he didn't listen to me. Well now from the toilet leaking, floor,walls ,sink closet, all have to be torn down or taken out.
I went to look at a trailer. Yeah I know I don't like them either, but the one I looked at looks like a house with 2 by 6 walls and 2 by 8 flooring joists, shingles and siding with shutters. Thick granite counter tops. The master bath as a walk in shower with a set in it, and its right by the kitchen. Dad can't say he couldn't go there to eat.
My credit ain't that good cause get this I pay for everything and don't owe a lot. So I don't know if I will be able to get it. Pray that I will. I really need a home.


Oh also, my glasses broke,can't see a thing. My best friends mother died. I really loved that lady she was bristish and I loved her accent. She used to play drums in the band her and her husband had. My car is undrivable. They're are two escaped murders in the area. I paid $500 for two storm doors I can't use now. Bartons doesn't won't to give me my money back. They never even came in to the store there. They had to order them. They said if they did give me my money back they would have to charge me 20 percent stocking fee. (What the mop???) I figured up my bills for this month and I kid you not the number that it all added up to was $666.00. So it is official I'm living in He!!.

I need to go and see if Sarah won't drink something. Take care all, God bless, Love ya. auntiep

Hi girls,

First things first......

Auntiep-sounds like you need to get pulled out of that hole, and quick too. I am purposely NOT going to comment on your ex or your brother, cuz that is negative energy we don't need to waste time on. I am praying for you and Sarah, but pls have faith that good things will come to you. You need to be the first to believe that. Everyone feels hopeless at one time or another, and I am begging you to remember, try real hard now, what you are thankful for. Your life, your beautiful daughter, the food in your house, your faith in God, the poems your functioning brain allows you to write, the beautiful flowers growing outside, those beautiful things that you can actually see, smell and touch. Right now, you need to stop focusing on what's wrong, I know it's hard, but it's the only thing that will help you, RIGHT NOW. Everytime you feel you are overwhelmed w/bad things, please stop what you are doing and focus on ALL the many things that you are grateful for and all the many things that make you smile. You know what those things are, I know you do. Yes we are praying along w/you, but you have to promise me that you are thanking God for the good too. There is good, fill yourself w/those thoughts only. You deserve to allow yourself that feeling. I just reminding you, now that you may need that. You are one very special lady full of many strengths and talents and a whole lotta love for her family. Believe how wonderful you are, Sarah needs to see you believe that too. Please keep trying to get her to drink something.

gotta run, by little guy is calling!

hugs to all for now!!!!!

good morning ladies, sorry i didnt make it on friday but dinner was late and then i was tired, i dont sleep much at night. well ladies we have all being hit hard one way or other but we are all going to make it.
bonbon i am so very sorry for your lost, my prayers are with your family.
susie i cant belive how fast your divorce has gone thru, i hope you are making him pay for everything dont you give him an inch. but iam so happy you are feeling better health wise please stay strong and get better. mine is still in the house looking for an apartment he worked all weekend and had to come home last night and iron his shirts and pants for work all well. i love seeing him ironing it the little things in life. well he better get use to it.
auntiep i hope sarah is feeling better today. my prayers are with you, with everything you do for youer family cant they come over and help you with the repairs in the house. auntiep stay strong i know how hard it is. but ladies we all have to saty strong and come out on top. and we will whatever path is waiting for us we will survive and will be stronger. everyday i get up and say to myself i am not going to let him get to me. and i thank god for my boys.
roe glad you are feeling better. ny just keep posting all your postive thoughts it gets us thru the day. jessie hope you caught alot of fish and i hope you had fun. i have to stop now and do some work will check back later. to all my gh pals have a good day

Sarah acts like she is feeling better, still not up to par yet, but she did sit and watch Hard Days Night and Help. She loves the Beatles. I still have appointment made for her tomorrow.
I got the trailer, and found 5 Hershey chocolate bars. So God answers my prayers.

But the ole serpent had to raise his ugly head. A 3 foot copper head was up in the front yard tree after blue jay birds. I think they drove it away and just a few minutes ago the D thing came back. I threw a rake at it. It was heading for the porch where my dogs were. Chris and Kristi just came over but the grass is too high and she had flip-flops on I wouldn't let her go and look for it. Do you know it is illegal to kill even poisonous snakes in Arkansas.
Rick just came and got the corn meal for mom and dad. He is real sick.
Judy just came by she looked for it and didn't see the darn thing.You see what is worrying me is they are going to have to clear off brush piles and tall grass to get that trailer in and I don't want any of them running across that thing. We have several different poisonous snakes here. I have been trying to write this the last half hour. Angie just called. Stephen called.
Judy checked Sarah when she was here and said it may be a UTI. Her urine is strong. I raise her up every so often and give her something to drink. I am going to have to go and find me something to eat. I am just not hungry when Sarah is sick my gut stays in a knot.

Talk at ya later. Take care God bless love auntiep

Gosh auntie, so many terrible things happening in your neck of the woods. How's Sarah today? What's a trailer? Is that like a caravan? A trailer here is something you tow on the back of a car that you can transport stuff in...it's open top so people lug around junk, furniture, mattresses they've just bought or tv's. Stuff like that....

On a side note and to cheer some people up: did anyone watch Jay Leno's last show? We get that here. Those Jaywalkers are not too bright. Even I know there are 50 stars on the American flag. And when Jay asked them who lives in the Vatican? Their answer: the Vaticanians! Uh, the Pope people!! Not very clever but hilarious to watch their inability to answer simple questions...

Hey auntie, we call them caravans!

How are you doing now? What's happening w/ the water in the house? How's Sarah?

Yeah, it's Winter now. It's especially cold in the mornings and dreary in the afternoons. It's about 17C which is about 62F...so it's not too warm at all. I prefer Summer. I hate Winter, it's dark when you leave home in the morning and dark when you get home from work. I wish I had a fireplace at home. That would be nice!

GOOD MORNING LADIES, auntiep i hope you have good news from the doctor about sarah. happy to hear you got your moblie home. i dont like snakes if i saw one i would still be running they really creeps me out. i hope everything satrts turning around for you real soon.
aussie i am laughting because 62 degrees here is spring weather and we walk around in short sleeves and loving it. but i know how it feels to leave for work in the dark and come home in the dark. well how is everyone today i called raggsies and left her a message to say we are thinking of her.

Auntie, I know it's easy to say but please try to hang in there. hopefully all the bad things have passed and the good stuff is on it's way. Remember, you always have us to talk to.

I miss my raggies, MA, is suppose to give her a call to find out about her dad and if he can have chemo.

I have no voice so I can't make calls, actually, it's coming back but not good enough. Went to the nutrionist today and I lost 4 1/2 lbs, I am so excited. I just hope I keep loosing at least 1-2 lbs a week and I will be real happy.

GVAL, how are you? How is the ex situation, did he find a place yet? Make sure that when he leaves, he is gone, can't come back only for visitation and then he still does not come in your house.

NYDRAMA, great words of wisdom as always. How are your kids feeling?

Michael was the hero last weekend at soccer, I missed it so Mike went for the first time because it was on a Saturday.They were loosing 3-0 in the first half and then Michael got mad, his friend Joe scored one goal and then Michael scored, Mike said with 5 seconds left, Michael scored again to tie the game and they walked away with a tie instead of a loss. Thank goodness and I was so happy his dad saw him in action.

Ladies, kids will be coming off the bus soon. Love to all including Aussigal, Sapphire and anyone else I might have missed. Hang in there ladies, remember, this thread was made for a reason and thank God for it, we are all a family here so don't forget.

They said all of Sarah's test were normal. They don't know why she is sick. Her doctor wanted to put Sarah in the hospital, the neurologist said there was no need if nothing showed up. They said just keep a watch on her. Call him if she has another seizure, and take her to ER if she gets worse. He did up her Phenobarbital, and she gave her something for her congestion. I got sick,I don't know if it was from relief or cause I tried to stay in there when they took her blood. I threw up coming home. I'm okay now but haven't ate anything yet, sorta afraid to.

Susie I sent your package let me know when you get it.

I guess I better go and try and eat something . Take care, God bless auntiep

good morning ladies, how is everyone today i hope all is well.
auntiep i am glad sarah's test came back normal and for you my firend your problem is stress. i am going thru the same thing myself i dont eat and just thinking about food makes me sick. but i force myself to eat something. in my house lately we have alot of left overs because no one is real hungry lately. my husband is still at the house he is looking for a place or he may of found one i dont know because i really havent talked to him. last saturday he was working on a poster for work and he was having a problem with the lettering and i gave him a suggestion well he turned around and told me that i never learn he did not want my suggestion. i turned around to him and told him that the only thing he had to say was thanks but no thanks he is going another way and that would of been that but no he acted like a butt head. i got up and told he well dont worry about it you will be gone soon. next day he txt me and told me he was sorry and i never answered him. and i still have nothing to say. but everything is going along i am still trying to get a second job the girl in charge of hiring at the old job is draging her feet so i am looking else where i am hoping something will come up soon, i will feel a whole lot better.
how is everyone else doing?

Hi girls!
Sometimes it takes too long to get logged on here! I usually have no problem going onto the other site.

Gval-hang in there, hon. Misery loves company, so don't let him drag you down. Keep focused on what you want, not him. Besides, he's the one that wanted out, so he should be leaving already! In the meantime, I'm sure it's hard for you and the boys to get back to normal w/him still there. All you could do right now, is to keep any amount of normalcy for your kids. Maybe to get back to eating, you could cook up some of their faves? A little comfort food could do wonders. Does your younger son have some good friends that he could talk to if he needs? Maybe you could have a friend over for dinner and this way he could be reminded to be a kid and have some normal fun. At this age, friends are so important. I hope you are getting some girl time too. It will do wonders for you and the boys to see that mom is happy too. We all need to reach out to others sometimes. Take care!!!

Auntiep-so happy you got your trailer AND the Hershey bars! Nice combo! Snakes are scary, make sure someone comes to help you out who knows how to handle them. Gval was right, that's the stress you are under w/everything going on. You need to take a breather and believe that everything's going to be alright. Just breathe....

Roe-glad you are doing better. My son is much better, thanks. This weather is crazy! Can't plan anything since the forecast is mixed every day. My hubby is trying to do some work outside, but he's having a tough time scheduling. Tomorrow my son is done w/his "mini-camp". It was only 2 weeks. After that, he's free as a bird and I'm not. I met w/my girlfriend for breakfast and a pedi and we had a great time. Tomorrow, I'll go shopping.

hugs to all!!!!!

NYDrama you should go to school to be a psychiatrist you would be great at as everyone says you give good advice. Now having said that how do I guilt one of my family members ti take me to sign the papers. I,m not for sure even if Kristi will watch Sarah for I just hung up on her mother. I asked Rick and Pat they both said they had to work. I asked Judy who I have been helping all along with her schooling. She said she was going to Batesville to put her applications in. Can't this wait for another day. Anyway I yelled at her and said the h- with it I guess I wouldn't be getting the D trailer and hung up. I know it was childish but I need help.
I went up to Ricks to see mom and took Sarah. I fixed mom's favorite food tacos. I couldn't get her to eat it. It broke my heart, mom is lost there. She needs to be back in her on home even if it will be new it will be hers. I don't know how to get there. I can't take Sarah, and I have never driven that far. Even so I can't use my own car, because it shimmies so bad. Going up to Rick's isn't even a mile and it shimmied.
They knew I would have to go sign papers they have been asking me about it all week. So what the mop.
So Help, and talk me down. I am hanging by my nails and they are very short.

Talk at ya later, I need to check on Sarah, I had to bring her back. She is still not feeling well. I gave her all her meds she is in the baby bed. Take care God bless love going crazy and spitting mad auntiep